~LovesPowerfulEmbrace

So I don't really do pictures, and I never have the time to actually sit down and write something... So I guess it will be a while before I actually get some good photos or anything on here....

So like I don't think I've ever felt so frustrated.... I really want to know something.... but like it would be "wrong" for a girl to ask such a question.... There is not a word that really describes what I'm feeling and thinking.... Having no one to really talk to about it... not fun..... I really wish I could talk to some people about it... but I can't instead I'm talking to the lamest guy ever from my art class about it... and that doesn't help, because he doesn't share my same values or views... no help at all.....

So tonight has been once again a testing of my faith, but the Bible says that the testing of your faith produces patients... Patients meaning a lot more than the first thing that comes to mind.. Meaning being well equipped for what comes your way say tomorrow? Everytime life throws a curve ball, I need to remember to do what the Lord would do and not what my sinful nature wants to do... Holding my toungue... Definately need to work on that one... I don't want to have a toungue that praises the Lord and curses another in the same mouth... *from the Bible once again* James, my favorite book in the Bible right now... I think such is for a reason.... It must be. An amazing learning experience if you ask me... I think that its purpose is to transform a persons way of living. There are so many basic rules to live by. One's are the toughest to live by.... Well I'm tired so.....